Tumblr

Tumblr is like Narnia. You have no idea it exists or how it works, but once you find out, you never want to leave it again. Well that’s what happened to me, I decided to check it out, noticed it was the best thing since sliced bread and now it’s like my not so secret getaway. The problem with Tumblr is that it doesn’t let you go (I sound like a crazy person now). When I have to study or something I see there are 4 new posts and I decide to check them out. Then it doesn’t stay with just checking those 4 posts, when I actually start to do something productive usually about 2 hours passed. I guess it’s just too much fun to stay away. So if one of my friends ever finds my Tumblr I will cry in a corner for a week (I’m not exaggerating at all *insert sarcasm for those who didn’t understand*). No I wont, but I wont like it, its my getaway from everything. I can just drool at all the pics and gifs, follow  the people who I want to follow and reblog only those things that I like without having anything on my dashboard that I don’t want to see. Sounds good huh?

When I Have To Study

Studying. We all have to do it and none of us really like it. I have to do a lot of studying since I started uni but I’m still not motivated. I’ll be on my way home and I’ll realize that I have a lot to do so I freak out and promise myself that I’ll start that very afternoon. When I get home I realize that I can do it the next day too. So I keep postponing it until the day before this huge test and then I get all stressed out and study like my life depends on it.

One of the reasons I can’t actually start studying is because of all the distractions around me. If I actually come to the point where I open my book I suddenly think that little fly flying around is the most interesting thing ever. And then then there’s the twitter/tumblr/hilarious tv shows/youtube problem. When I really try to study Tumblr and Twitter will be screaming at me ‘LOOK AT BRUNO HE IS SO CUTE LOOK AT HIS HAIR OMG’ “BRUNO TWEETED GET ON TWITTER” ‘OH LOOK YOU HAVEN’T SEEN THIS GIF YET’ “LOOOK PEOPLE ARE TALKING TO YOU GET. YOUR. ASS. ON. TWITTER.” It usually doesn’t take long for me to give in to temptation. I promise myself to reblog just one thing and quickly reply to my mentions, but then suddenly there’s a flood of amazing pictures so that 1 picture becomes 59384603 pictures. Goodbye attempt at studying. And then I realize I haven’t seen Bruno’s funny moments in a couple of weeks. Youtube here I come. So before I actually really feel like studying I suddenly have to have dinner. And who studies after they had dinner? Well maybe smart people do, but I don’t.

If I really want to study I have to lock myself up in an empty room (not that there’s an empty room in this house), no laptop, no phone. But those white walls are pretty interesting as well. 

Food

Me and food are in a very serious relationship. I just love food. I eat all the time, all day long. It’s a mystery how I’m not 500 pounds yet. I eat when I’m happy, when I’m sad, when I’m sleepy, when I’m bored (especially when I’m bored), when I’m watching tv, when I’m on tumblr, when I’m on the train, now I’m writing this and their pretty much isn’t a moment when I’m not eating.

Maybe that’s why I can’t go on a diet. Sometimes I get the idea to lose like 5 pounds or something. I imagine how I’m gonna do it and with a great mentality I jump in and start a diet. One week later I’m back to eating chocolate, ice-cream and everything I shouldn’t be eating. Losing weight is impossible for me. I just can’t stick with a diet for longer than a week. But as Bruno said it, I’m amazing just the way I am, so lets get some more chocolate and ice-cream.

Food just makes me happy (this sounds like I have no life at all) and I can’t live without it, especially the food I shouldn't eat. Who needs vegetables anyways? let's live off chocolate, candy, crisps, popcorn and more chocolate.

Thanks To Bruno

I know I wrote about Bruno a lot and there will be more posts about him coming but this is more.. personal I guess. Okay so thanks to Bruno I got on twitter and met some amazing people. One of them is this amazing girl. I think she started to randomly reply to my tweets (it might have gone a little different but I’m too lazy to look those tweets up again since its more than 6 months ago) and we kept talking. We were having a blast drooling over Bruno and talking about a lot of other random stuff. This idea began to form and after a couple of months of talking she decided to come and visit me, yes, she was coming to Amsterdam. And yes, I freaked out. After another month and some weeks of more fangirling and freaking out it was finally happening. I had to work the day she was coming but I was constantly on my phone while she was on the train. Trust me, that’s not good for your heart.

The next morning I got on the train to Amsterdam to meet up with her. My thoughts that morning went along the lines of ‘sdofoshdfeowosfkwfern’. I made my way to the hotel (my parents wouldn’t let her stay at my house. Hmpf) and thought some more ‘sdhfkiwehgkr’-like thoughts. When she stepped out of the hotel I reaaally freaked out, I don’t think I was ever that happy to hug someone before. The next 2 days (yes 2) consisted of freaking out, fangirling, laughing our ass of, walking till our feet almost fell off, kissing Justin Bieber cardboards (we hate Bieber), hating Bieber even more because his perfume actually smells good, more fangirling, watching clips from Bruno’s shows, me having to order everything while she was filming me, laughing her ass off at the Dutch language, seeing an Amy Winehouse lookalike and almost getting hit by a car.

All in all these were an amazing 2 days that I will never ever forget. It felt like we knew each other since forever instead of a couple of months. I’d never ever thought I would EVER meet up with someone I met online but it was one of the best decisions I ever made. I don’t think I ever met someone before who had such an impact on my life in such a short amount of time. When she left my heart literally broke, letting her go was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. I just wanted to jump in that train with her or just pull her out and hide her in my basement (I don’t have a basement). Sometimes you just have to do something you didn’t think you ever would and something amazing can come out of it. I love this girl and I consider her to be one of my best friends, and I have Bruno to thank for that. 

50 Facts About Me

I did this ’50 things I love about Bruno’ post and that was a little bit of a challenge but to torture myself more I’ll do this ’50 facts about me’ post. I kind of stole this idea from this (amazing) girl but shhh. Okay so here they are;

1.       I love Bruno Mars (big surprise)

2.       I’m a little tiny bit crazy

3.       I speak before I think

4.       I’m in love with Jason Mraz’s voice

5.       I laugh a lot and very hard

6.       I want to find the cure for cancer one day

7.       Silences make me feel icky

8.       That’s why I can’t shut the hell up

9.       Zayn is allowed to get in my bed :)

10.   I can’t live without music

11.   My mom means the world to me

12.   I wish I could play an instrument

13.   Food is everything

14.   If I’m alone for a long period of time I go crazy

15.   My bed and I are in a very serious relationship

16.   I haven’t seen my real father since I was 2 days old

17.   I’m very ticklish

18.   I don’t understand how my brain works

19.   When I have time to think my thoughts go absolutely crazy

20.   I love to do my nails but I hate the smell of nail polish

21.   I think that How I Met Your Mother is the best thing that ever happened to television

22.   I can’t concentrate on anything for longer than 30 minutes

23.   I looove to spend money

24.   When I go shopping I go crazy

25.   I’m very impulsive

26.   I think one of my fish is suicidal

27.   Friendship is everything to me

28.   I’m not really awake before 3pm

29.   I love sleep

30.   I hate work

31.   I’m very very VERY lazy

32.   I’m addicted to shoes

33.   My fear of spiders is enormous and irrational

34.   I’m not very creative but I love to write

35.   Apple pie makes me very happy

36.   I love people with a great sense of humor

37.   I can’t sing but that doesn’t stop me from singing along to my favorite music on the top of my lungs (I hereby apologize to my neighbors)

38.   Starbucks makes me happy

39.   I’m very clumsy (I trip over air)

40.   I don’t want to die unnoticed (if that makes sense)

41.   I either love or hate you

42.   World peace would make me very happy (who wouldn’t)

43.   I’m addicted to chocolate

44.   I don’t care what people think about me

45.   I have a little brother who’s the most annoying creature that ever walked this planet (I still love him though)

46.   I find myself speaking English to Dutch people all the time (I blame Twitter)

47.   People who always complain make me want to throw something in their face

48.   I hate it when someone smells disgusting

49.   I should’ve been born in Hawaii

50.   I never thought I could get to 50

Okay so this wasn’t as hard as I thought it would be. I could probably come up with more but then I’d really have to start thinking and I’m too lazy to do that today. Well I hope you liked reading this and if you didn’t.. well that’s fine too.

Facebook

I hate Facebook. I just DON’T understand why people love it so much. I don’t get how people can spend hours on Facebook, it’s just.. no. Every once in a while I decide that I should give Facebook another chance, I spend some time on it for a couple of weeks but I come to the same conclusion every single time, I hate it. I just think Facebook is really boring in comparison to Twitter (there it is again) and Tumblr. But that’s not what’s really pissing me off, it’s the people on Facebook.

How I see it, there are 4 kinds of people on Facebook. First of all there’s the people who think they’re funny, posting ‘witty’ and ‘funny’ comments. Sometimes they’re actually funny –usually not though- but the fact that they’re trying so hard kind of ruins it for me. Then there’s the attention seeking girls. Posting 429910242 pictures of themselves with a caption along the lines of ‘ugh I’m so ugly’. WELL IF YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE UGLY YOU WOULDN’T BE POSTING ALL THESE PICTURES HUH? So at this point I’m getting really annoyed and there are the people who ask for likes (this kind of fits in the attention-seeking-category too but I hate it so much that they deserve more than that). Asking for likes is so annoying, I cant even describe my hate towards that ‘phenomenon’.  And last but not least there’s the duckfaces, there’s nothing I  hate more than girls who think their duckface is the cutest thing ever. I just want to throw their computer at their face and hope that gets the sense back in them.

So the annoying attention seeking people are the main reason why I came to the conclusion that I hate Facebook for the 3^rd time in the past year. I guess I should just give up on it forever now or I’ll throw something at my computer next time. I’ll just stick with Twitter, that’s where all the fun people are at anyways.

Love Or Hate

After all these fangirling posts about Bruno I thought it was time for something about me hihi (if you’re only interested in Bruno then I suggest you just stop reading now). Okay so I like to think of myself as a ‘simple’ person, not simple in the simple-cause- I-don’t-have-brains way but simple in the way of.. I don’t know how to explain this.. I’m not someone who can worry for ages about something small, what happens happens and I’ll deal with it when it happens. I’m not gonna worry about something that might never happen, makes sense?

I’m also someone who either loves you or hates you. My opinion about someone forms in the first few minutes after I met someone and it rarely ever changes. If I love you I’ll always be there for you, but if I don’t like you then I’m not gonna make any effort at all. And those first few minutes determine the way I’ll feel about you for.. forever. I hope I don’t sound like a giant bitch now cause I’m not (I think).  This happened with Bruno (aahh there he is again) too, I loved him from the first moment I heard his voice and never stopped loving him.  And I haven’t liked (I don’t want to use the word hate but..) Bieber from the moment I heard one of his songs for the first time. And for some reason I can’t stop feeling this way about him cause his first song ruined it all. I know that that’s probably not the right way to look at people but I guess that’s just who I am.

Am I the only one who’s like this or is this normal? Or is everyone always like ‘I love all of you, cute kittens, rainbows and unicorns'?